The Void

Yesterday I had finally been able to sleep after a week and half of not, and I found myself wondering what to do. After the breakfast with friends, after the bike ride for exercise, after the laundry - this expanse of time I am not used to. I actually sat on the deck and had ice tea. We devote so much time and energy to categiving, there is a void when it is over. Time will help decide how to fill it.